Friday, July 4, 2008

I AM NOT THAT USELESS AFTER ALL!!!


i know i am not that useless after all.
its freaking hard for people to understand me.
its like most of my friends.
me myself too.
i cannot understand myself.
how can i allow myself see her go with another person.
with me not doing anything.
i cannot understand why.
this feeling is so heavy, so pain.
its like squeezing the pee in my bladder to reach my eyes.
eww.
its just to hard for me to comprehend.

jameus at 9:44 PM