Come Enjoy This Lonely Sky With Me

Saturday, April 25, 2009

done

its over.
for the worst.

jameus at 11:17 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

just can't be bothered with it

fuck it man fuck it.

to think you were a good friend.
how childish you were.
your thinking your behavior.
i know what i am in your eyes.
nothing.
not even a friend.
fuck it.
what do you treat me like?
have you ever thought of other people's feeling.
i know its not only me.
your 'friends'
fuck it.
you wear a mask in front of me pretending to be my friend.
but at the back you do things which just makes people want to wonder if you are what you are.
what am i?
just a person that you tell things from your side of view?
when you don't want to tell.
you say: its none of your business.
fuck it.
i just can't be bothered with any thing any more ALL because of you.

for those innocent people.
i will still talk to you like before.
fucking bitch

jameus at 9:28 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009

the tunnel

okay today i am feeling better!
i just read an old note from a friend.
it said that my life is in my hands and that only ME that can change it.
so chim yet real.

went to crystal's house.
fun!
fun!
and
fun!

i think i will just have to change myself again.
from sec 2: the person who always blames himself.
to sec 3(starting 2 months++): vulgarities in every sentence.
and now!: easily influenced guy.
wanna be: think about the pros and the cons before settling on something.
use my brains more.
stop being so BIG-mouth and not so kapo!

it brings back both good and bad memories.
just hope everything goes well!
like walking out of the tunnel going through many difficulties.

There She Goes - Sixpence none the richer

read the lyrics!

There She Goes
There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Pulsing through my veins
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
She calls my name,
Pulls my train
No one else could heal my pain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Chasing down my lane
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes
There she goes

and

Kiss me - Rock - Sixpence none the Richer

Kiss Me
Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing em upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

all by sixpence none the richer
first song: there she goes-1999
second song: kiss me-1998/1999

jameus at 11:24 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

...

Great.
Great.
this suspense is killing me.

argh!
feeling so rotten.
so pain.

looking on the bright side:
its bullshit.
stupid.

jameus at 7:17 PM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

just feelings

i am feeling so confused right now.
i hope i have done the correct thing.
i don't know what should i do.

am i suppose to get to know you better?
am i suppose to make you understand me?
am i suppose to make you happy?
am i suppose to do nothing and let nature take its course?
am i suppose to feel happy?
am i suppose to feel sad?
am i suppose to make you like me?
am i suppose to talk to you more often?
am i suppose to be my best attitude?
am i suppose to go through your feelings before i say anything?
am i suppose to smile at you when you look sad?
am i suppose to joke with you?
am i suppose to do things that pleases you?
am i suppose to spend my time with you?
am i suppose to feel like this over you?
am i suppose to .....
what am i just suppose to do?

i am just feeling so so (no words can show how i feel)
just smile at me.
je suis tombée amoureuse de toi

jameus at 9:49 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

good-friday cum sports day

gonna blog about yesterday first.

long day.
morning physic.
then amath test.

went to eat lunch.
then got stomachache.
never go sports day.
hais

felt better at night.
went out with some friends
watch a funny movie.
haha

today

went to church friend house.

play soccer.
then went to crystal house hell lot of fun.
should have studied.
but end up playing
some still with chuncheng
pictures: