Thursday, July 23, 2009
You want to see my blog? Go ahead.
Go and fucking read all my posts. I fucking hate everything. Fucking failures.
i fucking hate the way the band work now. Nobody has the motivation to practise. Why can't you fucking wake up your idea and help the rest? You just want to get best section award? Everybody wants it i know. Even i want it but whats there to be proud of if the fucking band sound like SHIT?
I want to fucking die. Fuck all this failures. What the fuck do you want in my life? Fuckass.
jameus at 8:35 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Stupid life
What the fucking want with my life?
I have been suffering in silence all this while. Even my brother is too. What fucking shit do you want in my life?
You say the problem is me. Than i will die right infront of you. FUCKING NABEI ASSHOLE CHEEBAI!
jameus at 10:34 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Fucking cheebai
What the fuck do you want?
you don't fucking understand how i feel. Any word that comes out of my mouth is fucking nonsense to you.
you care only about my brother.
me, here, get scolded for no fucking reason.
say i don't want to study... Fucking touch your heart can? Bitch. Only know how to fucking think that you are fucking right.
i am at the crossroad of my life. You there act so fucking big. As if you can help me. i can't turn to my friends for they cannot understand me. i forgive them.
you just stop being a bitch. i would thank you very much.
my life is breaking down. failures after failures. i have been successful for the bad things. people around me start to doubt me, thinking of me as such a bad guy.
i am not fuckingly bootlicking ....... cheebais. get that in your brain. dumbasses. i have friends that don't understand me thats why i find ......
some people should just get out of their comfort zone and live life.
i can't stand those immatured thinking anymore. grow up.
jameus at 9:14 PM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
i have always lived my life to please others but i end up having many things that are a failure.
my life, my studies and my friends. All i can do now is to live my life not making others sad and for others.
How i wish i can disappear from this world.
jameus at 7:55 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
untitled
it is not that i don't want you to help or anything,
it is that you are not in my position and you won't know how i am feeling or thinking.
it is just too difficult to explain to you.
i think that it is better than it remains in my brain .
this is best for everyone.
if life is suffering then too bad...
cause i am suffering too...
hais...
jameus at 8:37 PM