the house

2010-10-30T09:51:00.001+08:00

why should i even care for you?
I don't see you for more than a hour each day. Sometimes even lesser.
What do you do when you see me?
Play your comp.
I cared for you previously. And what do you do?
Nothing.

2010-10-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

what the fuck? Stupid day.
Ah. My birthday is always the worst day.

2010-10-26T09:04:00.002+08:00

ah fuck!
slept for 12 hours. now still tired. geez
never study for emath paper at all.
God bless me.

2010-10-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

oh wow... o level is finishing in around a month...
So fast...
I haven't studied...
Realistic goal...
Below 15.
So have to at least get 3 for each subject.
I'm worried...

After that i have few days of rest!
13th nov: zhangsu's last celebration with us
13 & 14nov: anime fest!!!
15 & 16: band!! Must practice alot!!
17 to 23: climb mountain... Teehee
23 to 29. Go perth! Woohoo!!

Let's see
i want to do so many things after O.
Get a sax. And practise to go lassalle
Spend quality time with classmates, family and friends.
Get hot for God.
Get you?
Meet old friends...

Gosh...
Get back to reality first.
Haven't studied for the past week. DIE.
God bless!

just for Regine -.-

2010-10-14T01:03:00.002+08:00

Regine is going to visit my blog soon. So i must impress her.
So hello.
Teehee.

I'm bored in the middle of the night anyway.
Haha..
Need to sleep.

:) smile to everybody.
Maybe you really want to reconcil.
We'll see.

Just wait for me.

2010-09-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

I'm really afraid that once exams are over. And i try to date you, you'll be taken. You wouldn't smile at me in school although i try to smile at you. Do you really hate me? Or are you just giving me the cold shoulder? Or are you playing hard to get? If yes, please stop it. I can't take it. It hurts me.
i know you won't read my blog. But i really want you to know i want you. Please wait for me.
I love you. :)

2010-08-08T23:27:00.005+08:00

isn't ellen page just pretty?

2010-08-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

I rembered there was a time where i was having saxtionals. I was still sec 2 then. Having finished saxtionals, we were very happy. The band room was empty. Then we started playing murderer in front of the podulm. Zat came in and was like 'what are you're doing?' we were happily playing that we called him to play. But he refused. He continued his work. We were laughing loudly. So he sat at a corner and watch us play. we continued our game. That was such a fond memory. Now the band don't have such bonds with both their own section and the conductor. If only i could relief those memories once more.

2010-07-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

Reflection is important. So if I'm being hated, there must be a problem with me. So if you hate me, tell me.

I think nobody would do it.

2010-07-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

Why do you still be good friends with a person that gives you shit, attitude that sucks, cares for herself only, hypocritical, back stabbed you, regards you as a substitute when she is lonely, thinks that she is the best and you're inferior, leaves you alone when she sees popular people, goes to you when she is lonely. Let me be fair and say the good points about her: studies are good. Thats it. Why? It isn't like she has done something so good to you. Maybe buy you presents, watch movie, spend some time with you. So? She is lonely thats why she finds you. pretandence thats all she does what more?
are you like in need of friends that you find her? don't you understand she is using you?

2010-07-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,
i really need you to reassure me of my everything. I feel that everybody around me is so clever and i ain't. The moment i try to study, i get distracted by many things around me. When i really study, my results doesn't show. I really want to get into Lassale but without a saxophone, i cannot really proceed on. So i pray that i would have a saxophone. Lord i pray that you would also guide me spiritually closer to you. I am so afraid of many things.
I pray this prayer in Jesus most precious name, Amen.

2010-06-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

Yea. Yea. I'm good for nothing. My brother is not much better. Why you love him more. Cause its favourtism.

2010-06-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been told you're good for nothing? Well i have. Whats more? By my mum. :)

2010-06-14T21:06:00.000+08:00

Okay. Life is better. But Os is in 19 weeks. I'm afraid. I'm sacred. Its holidays but got tons of homework. Wanna slack. But can't.
I want a saxophone. But my parents just doesn't want to pay the sum. They say 6 thousand too much. But its for my future. Now finding cheaper but not that good quality instrument. Oh well. I'm want to go lasalle so desperately. Its like other places are on meant for me. Or rather, i have no interest.

I want to hold you in my arms.

2010-06-06T12:48:00.001+08:00

He tell you not to talk to him.
you'll think: he doesn't want to talk to me.
truth: he makes people angry and they dislike him.
he doesn't want to make you feel you forced to talk to him.
he doesn't want to annoy you.
he just loves you too deeply that he is afraid to hurt you.
lovely girl, wake up.

2010-06-06T12:48:00.000+08:00

2010-06-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Lord, i need you and miracles in my life. Thank you.

2010-05-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

Today, or maybe for many days already, i pray that i would be able to know your plans for me God. And that you will guide me to it. Thank you Lord and in Jesus name i pray, Amen.

2010-04-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Animal farm was great!
But my life isn't great.

2010-04-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

Before i could give up all hope, YOU pulled me back. Thanks. :)

2010-04-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Now my maid is bugging me too. :)

2010-03-31T20:28:00.001+08:00

Shut your fucking mouth. Go ahead and show your favourtism. how much more things you can say when i prove that i'm clever and hardworking? Bitch.
what more do you want? To make everybody listen to you? It doesn't work. I will prove to you. Bitch!

2010-03-29T18:36:00.000+08:00

Just leave my fucking life alone.
what more do you want me to produce?
Fuck this stupid house.
you call this family? Brother that i see in less than an hour. Comes back and becomes a bitch.
Mother that argues with her mother and pinpoint at every single thing. Tries to be a controller.
father that keeps quiet. Which allows the mother speak all the fuck she wants.
cousin that shows off being a genius.
grandma that nags at every thing.
stupid.

A note

2010-03-19T20:07:00.000+08:00

I thank you for everything.

2010-03-15T06:25:00.000+08:00

Where is my black shirt?
i need it. My G2000 shirt!
Argh! No time! Return me!
You thief. Return. Ahh!

2010-03-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

I see you having fun in the festival. Rather than being in there far from you, i would sit under the big oak tree on the hill looking from far away. seeing your happy face, warms my heart. I love you.

video

2010-03-02T21:46:00.002+08:00

2010-02-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

You know i miss you?

2010-02-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

What the hell are you all fighting over for?
Love? Money? Friendship? Boyfriend? Respect?
none.
So why the hell do you fight then? Oh wait. Its cold war.
wth?!
Trying to be like countries from history? No man.
It doesn't do anybody good.
4 years of friendship. And just because of some minor minor issues the war starts?
why?
The main reason is because you are CHILDISH.
its simple yet hard to accept.
Why do you seperate into 2 groups and try to outbeat each other?
when there are some innocent people stuck in the middle. And just because of your stupid childish thinking, they are hurt. Inconsiderate fools.
If you had even considered the other party a good friend in the past, you will forgive her for whatever she has done wrong.
But no. Why?
cause you are a bitch that can't forgives. What do you get in return? Hated.
Life is not all about hating. Its forgive and forget.
Go think about what i've said.

2010-01-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern:
Being a copycat or leading a group of people to do stupid things is what you can do in life. I shall not name this person as IT will dirty my blog. Go get some creative juice from the drains or people's shit. Its so much better than using your own. Don't copy me by trying to type 'bored' all in one post. If you want to lead people, plan it before you do. Thats the basic. You would know that being a monk/nun would be so much better for you, you won't lead anybody to death and would be able to atone for your sins.

P.s ask me if you wanna know who this monkey is.

2010-01-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

I can't change the past but i can shape the future.

2010-01-12T12:19:00.001+08:00

Ass.
Its alright that you said that. But i'll cling on to that and hope some things will change. And when things change, i'll rejoice saying praise the lord. He has brought me through hardship to test me. And i'll stand firm.

2009-12-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

Can anybody be kind and tell me what i can be in future?

Ice cream people

2009-11-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

Ding dong
went to open the door.
"Hello?"
"yea hello erm we are selling ice cream. 最后一盒."
*Standing behind door, half naked*
"erm huh?"
"oh we selling ice cream at 6 dollars only"
"no."
"please lah"
"un mh no"
"please lah last box leh"
"un mh no" *closes eyes and shakes head* "nono"
"ok thanks"
*Walks away*
*looks through the eye hole in the door*
*he and two other girls looks back and talks in chinese"

sorry the boy and two girls, i was half naked and your ice cream was way too expensive.

Trying to type the most number of fuck! (too bored)

2009-10-16T13:04:00.000+08:00

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you need not be famous to produce good songs

2009-10-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

GTO

2009-10-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

Omg lah. I was reading the comic Great Teacher onikua or something a.k.a GTO.
i was reading reading
reading then i found out that i never download the rest! Walao. So anti-climax. Grr the guy on the web haven't post the manga. Ahh.

WOOO

2009-10-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

so cute!!

i'm so going to watch that anime and show!!

LTNB

2009-09-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

Argh. I hate this time of the year where my life sucks. Then now exams are a pressure (pressure = force / contact area) on me. I really want to know that praise puts pressure on the work. And i need to study.
Now sitting on the fence is very difficult. I have gone to the side where i am going for it. I really hope that the best would happen.
my birthday i just around a month away. And the biggest present would be that i get promoted to sec 4. i really want and hope.

Fuck?

2009-09-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

Argh ass everything.

i am a jealous person

2009-09-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

ok.
i am a jealous person. (as stated in the title.)
i am jealous over this.
i am jealous over that.
i am jealous to whom you talk to.
i am jealous to whom she talk to.
i am jealous to whom he talks to.
i am jealous at him.
i am jealous at her.
i am jealous at your your friends.
i am jealous at her friends.
i am jealous at his friends.
i am jealous at your parents.
i am jealous at her parents.
i am jealous at his parents.
i am jealous at how close you are.
i am jealous at how close they are.
i am jealous at how rich you are.
i am jealous at how rich she is.
i am jealous at how rich he is.
i am jealous about you.
i am jealous about her.
i am jealous about him.
i am jealous about the friend you have.
i am jealous about the friends she has.
i am jealous about the friends he has.
i am jealous at how many friends you have.
i am jealous at how many friends she has.
i am jealous at how many friends he has.
i am jealous at your computer.
i am jealous at her computer.
i am jealous at his computer.
i am jealous at your results.
i am jealous at her results.
i am jealous at his results.
i am jealous at school.
i am jealous at home.
i am jealous at church.
i am jealous at the mall.
i am jealous at the toilet.
i am jealous at the hawker centre.
i am jealous at the food court.
i am jealous at the arcarde.
i am jealous at the lobby.
i am jealous at your specs.
i am jealous at her specs.
i am jealous at his specs.
i am jealous at your phone.
i am jealous at her phone.
i am jealous at his phone.
i am jealous at your time management.
i am jealous at her time management.
i am jealous at his timemangement.
i am jealous at your block.
i am jealous at her block.
i am jealous at his block.
i am jealous at your house.
i am jealous at her house.
i am jealous at his house.
i am jealous at your sblings.
i am jealous at her siblings.
i am jealous at his siblings.
i am jealous at everything.
i am jealous at how you play your instrument.
i am jealous at how she plays her insrument.
i am jealous at how he plays his instrument.
i am jealous at every single freaking thing.

why i am jealous?
because i don't have.

WOW!!!

2009-09-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

apparently NUS did'nt play like this.

BARI!!!!

So long

2009-09-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

Its' been so long that i really study.
Its' been so long since i had a sleep more than 8 hours.
its' been so long since i used fuck on this blog.
its' been so long since i had a very ery good friend.
its been so long since i was a good saxtion leader. wait, i wasn't a good saxtion leader to start off with.
its been so long since i talk to my brother about stuff.
its' been so long since i was really happy.
its' so long since i had a very good rest.
its' been so long for many things. its time to make 'so long' into 'many times'.

today!!

2009-09-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm today had water treatment with saxtion and josiah...
hoped it increased your air speed!

woo!!! slap tounge!!!
The sound is created as a result of the release of suction in the mouth and the popping sound that the reed produces which amplifies as it travels through the horn.

Lay the tongue against a lot of the reed. Gently push upward so that the tip and rail of the reed is closed. Get rid of as much air in the oral cavity as you can and seal off the lip so that you have an airtight fit. The tongue is quickly released in a downward motion. When you release the tongue downward, you also drop your jaw and open your mouth in a "popping" motion. This is all done very quick. DO NOT pull the tongue back towards your throat. It needs to pop downward away from the roof of the mouth to get the most volume. Do not blow air through the horn and do not inhale when you release the tongue.

Masters of jass saxophone

2009-09-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

The following lines are quoted form "MASTERS OF JASSS SAXOPHONE" (mojs)
"The saxophone is unique in one important respect. A violin sounds like a violin, a trumpet sounds like a trumpet, a barrel-organ sounds like a barrel-organ, but a saxophone can sound viturally any way the player wants it to. In the erudite words of Harvard Dixtionary Of Musix,' Being the intermediate between the timbres of wood and brass, it may pass from the softness of the flute to the broard, mellow tone of the cello to the metallic strength of the cornet'. "
"Young men bought saxophones in the 1920s in much the same way as their grandsons bought guitars in the 1960s."

The end

2009-08-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

I fully understand what you are hinting. Be it through your action, your speech and your thinking.
Either things turn out for the better or i would just have to face fate and accept it. By then, lets live our life seperatly.

Sorry.

2009-08-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my life more than anyone.
Is there anyway that things would go back to what it was previously?
I regret anything that i have done to anybody. I am sorry.
Jieyi, Nat, QingLe, Stefanie, Priscilla, Siti, Crystal, KhangZhuang, Jomin, XinRui, Sherweine, Jasmine, Regine, Daniel, ZhangSu, Glen, Tristan, Zul, JunKai, Justin, Yijun, YeeSee, Denise, ChengTat, Clayton, Joanna and more.
but is this all to late?

2009-07-23T20:35:00.001+08:00

You want to see my blog? Go ahead.

Go and fucking read all my posts. I fucking hate everything. Fucking failures.

i fucking hate the way the band work now. Nobody has the motivation to practise. Why can't you fucking wake up your idea and help the rest? You just want to get best section award? Everybody wants it i know. Even i want it but whats there to be proud of if the fucking band sound like SHIT?

I want to fucking die. Fuck all this failures. What the fuck do you want in my life? Fuckass.

Stupid life

2009-07-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

What the fucking want with my life?
I have been suffering in silence all this while. Even my brother is too. What fucking shit do you want in my life?
You say the problem is me. Than i will die right infront of you. FUCKING NABEI ASSHOLE CHEEBAI!

Fucking cheebai

2009-07-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

What the fuck do you want?
you don't fucking understand how i feel. Any word that comes out of my mouth is fucking nonsense to you.
you care only about my brother.
me, here, get scolded for no fucking reason.
say i don't want to study... Fucking touch your heart can? Bitch. Only know how to fucking think that you are fucking right.
i am at the crossroad of my life. You there act so fucking big. As if you can help me. i can't turn to my friends for they cannot understand me. i forgive them.
you just stop being a bitch. i would thank you very much.

my life is breaking down. failures after failures. i have been successful for the bad things. people around me start to doubt me, thinking of me as such a bad guy.
i am not fuckingly bootlicking ....... cheebais. get that in your brain. dumbasses. i have friends that don't understand me thats why i find ......

some people should just get out of their comfort zone and live life.
i can't stand those immatured thinking anymore. grow up.

2009-07-05T19:55:00.001+08:00

i have always lived my life to please others but i end up having many things that are a failure.
my life, my studies and my friends. All i can do now is to live my life not making others sad and for others.
How i wish i can disappear from this world.

untitled

2009-07-02T20:37:00.002+08:00

it is not that i don't want you to help or anything,
it is that you are not in my position and you won't know how i am feeling or thinking.
it is just too difficult to explain to you.
i think that it is better than it remains in my brain .
this is best for everyone.

if life is suffering then too bad...
cause i am suffering too...
hais...

Uncle Jameus

2009-06-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

i am uncle jameus...
the mighty might super old jameus.

:)

Malaysia trip!

2009-06-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

went to malaysia with cousins..
stayed at mid valley hotel which is connected to the shopping mall.
harvest: 4 shirt and 1 jeans
went to genting
Theme park: I can proudly say that i completed all the rides except the go-kart, the kiddy rides and water rides.
the worst ride: the space shuttle.
I want to continue shopping!

sorry

2009-06-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

i just wanted to say that i have changed and i am sorry.

for the things that i have done to make you like or dislike me.
the words i spoke that hurt or made you better.
i have done things that i don't know why.
i will just have to live with it.
now i will just continue my life.

i am sorry my friends if i still have.

stupid people... get out of my life, my blog. "advices" that make me think bad. assholes.

music as we see it...

2009-06-07T22:47:00.002+08:00

we know that Singapore is a country that in growing in arts and music.
but do you know how people feel about going into the music and art society.

some people say that there is no future in here.
some say its for those who cannot study.
but my dad say its good ...

had a talk with my dad when we were walking home form dinner.
He: you have study hard you know?
Me: yup...
He: the school fees are expensive... i have prepared a sum for you...
Me: thanks dad... how do you get a scholarship?
He: you need not get a scholarship.
Me: but it would be better if i can get it and go to like London or Japan.
He: why not be in Singapore?
Me; the society here in Singapore is different form those of Japan and London. the people there are born into the art and music industry. where they understand unlike Singapore where many people thinks that there is no future in art and music industry.
He: yea but Singapore is a growing country. you must know. here's an example: like wine... in the past, i am scared to buy wine. the prices would range from 50 to 60 dollars. but now, it is like 15 16 dollars. you see the economy changes. it the same for the art and music industry. where 7 years down the road, art and music in the society will change. the way people view will be different. you can earn money from there when people understands it.

:)

beat box

2009-05-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

OMG this is really using vocals only.
sound so real.
naturally 7.

imeem!

2009-05-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

i just love old old song.
haha

Beatles - Let It Be - 60s.mp3 -

this is beatles one...

i prefer the version by broooke white...

Let It Be (Studio Version) - Brooke White

lyrics:
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer, let it be
For though they may be parted
There is still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Let it be, let it be
Ah let it be, yeah let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be
And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be
I wake up to the sound of music,
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Yeah let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah let it be
Oh there will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, yeah let it be
Oh there will be an answer, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Ah let it be, yeah let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield

soulmate by natasha bedingfield lyrics:
incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

its nice and old songs....

exams

2009-05-08T17:55:00.001+08:00

voom vooom
2 papers have passed.
a few more to go and FREEDOM will come.

masks

2009-05-01T23:31:00.003+08:00

everybody wears mask.
i wear mask in front of some people.
although it does not make a big difference with my real self and the mask guy.
some people just wear mask every single time of the day.
in front of you, they are like 'friends'
behind you, they stab you in your ass. CHEE BAI!
BASTARD.
the true friends are those who same both in front and behind you.
only the person will know this.

done

2009-04-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

its over.
for the worst.

just can't be bothered with it

2009-04-21T21:28:00.005+08:00

fuck it man fuck it.

to think you were a good friend.
how childish you were.
your thinking your behavior.
i know what i am in your eyes.
nothing.
not even a friend.
fuck it.
what do you treat me like?
have you ever thought of other people's feeling.
i know its not only me.
your 'friends'
fuck it.
you wear a mask in front of me pretending to be my friend.
but at the back you do things which just makes people want to wonder if you are what you are.
what am i?
just a person that you tell things from your side of view?
when you don't want to tell.
you say: its none of your business.
fuck it.
i just can't be bothered with any thing any more ALL because of you.

for those innocent people.
i will still talk to you like before.
fucking bitch

the tunnel

2009-04-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

okay today i am feeling better!
i just read an old note from a friend.
it said that my life is in my hands and that only ME that can change it.
so chim yet real.

went to crystal's house.
fun!
fun!
and
fun!

i think i will just have to change myself again.
from sec 2: the person who always blames himself.
to sec 3(starting 2 months++): vulgarities in every sentence.
and now!: easily influenced guy.
wanna be: think about the pros and the cons before settling on something.
use my brains more.
stop being so BIG-mouth and not so kapo!

it brings back both good and bad memories.
just hope everything goes well!
like walking out of the tunnel going through many difficulties.

There She Goes - Sixpence none the richer

read the lyrics!

There She Goes
There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Pulsing through my veins
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
She calls my name,
Pulls my train
No one else could heal my pain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Chasing down my lane
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes
There she goes

and

Kiss me - Rock - Sixpence none the Richer

Kiss Me
Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing em upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

all by sixpence none the richer
first song: there she goes-1999
second song: kiss me-1998/1999

...

2009-04-16T19:17:00.002+08:00

Great.
Great.
this suspense is killing me.

argh!
feeling so rotten.
so pain.

looking on the bright side:
its bullshit.
stupid.

just feelings

2009-04-14T21:49:00.003+08:00

i am feeling so confused right now.
i hope i have done the correct thing.
i don't know what should i do.

am i suppose to get to know you better?
am i suppose to make you understand me?
am i suppose to make you happy?
am i suppose to do nothing and let nature take its course?
am i suppose to feel happy?
am i suppose to feel sad?
am i suppose to make you like me?
am i suppose to talk to you more often?
am i suppose to be my best attitude?
am i suppose to go through your feelings before i say anything?
am i suppose to smile at you when you look sad?
am i suppose to joke with you?
am i suppose to do things that pleases you?
am i suppose to spend my time with you?
am i suppose to feel like this over you?
am i suppose to .....
what am i just suppose to do?

i am just feeling so so (no words can show how i feel)
just smile at me.
je suis tombée amoureuse de toi

good-friday cum sports day

2009-04-10T21:29:00.007+08:00

gonna blog about yesterday first.

long day.
morning physic.
then amath test.

went to eat lunch.
then got stomachache.
never go sports day.
hais

felt better at night.
went out with some friends
watch a funny movie.
haha

today

went to church friend house.

play soccer.
then went to crystal house hell lot of fun.
should have studied.
but end up playing
some still with chuncheng
pictures:

MOVIES

2009-04-05T17:11:00.001+08:00

i am a freak of movies now!!!
please tell me what nice movies to watch!!!!

argh just so pissed of with the feeling.

band camp

2009-03-22T23:41:00.003+08:00

i know this is kinda late.
but i have learn something from band camp
my academics sucks
i fail my math as i cannot count 12345.

i fail my ss and hist as i cannot feel.
the whole band can but i cannot.
HAHA
what a joke on myself. -.-

i also learn that i have changed enough to make my friends want my old self back.
i will try my best to change.
for my friends and myself :)

Lonely Day - Phantom Planet

YOUTUBE!

2009-03-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

GAY!!!!

2009-03-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

Changing

2009-03-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

i know i am changing
making people happy, sad, pissed, etc

if i make you pissed.
i am sorry.
but you have to see what i am doing.
i have given things a long thought before i do things.
you know what if he take a knife and kill people?
its not that i don't want to do.
but there are difficulties.
i am just too lazy to do them.
my mind is tired from the work that is going to come up or has came up.

its just too tiring.
my mind is going to give way
i need some rest before i can do all this.
maybe a week or a month.
even i don't know.

reflection

2009-03-15T20:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday was recess!!
fun...

i reflected.
i see how my friends were so close to their seniors.
i try to talk to them but not very close.
so much easier to live in your own world nothing to think about.

i have changed.
changed till people hate me more or even like me more.
this is my life
a sad life.
a happy life.
a fun life.
a boring life.
a cool life.
a hot life.
an interesting life.

my life have changed. so have i.

ba gua

2009-01-17T17:16:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT!!!!

i ate more than 5 piece of ba gua today.
gonna have sore throat

DIE!!!

test test!

2009-01-13T22:33:00.001+08:00

The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you've made your answer.
OK, relax, clear your mind and begin.

1. What do you put in a toaster?

Answer: "bread." If you said "toast,"
give up now and do something else.
Try not to hurt yourself.
If you said, bread, go to Question 2.

2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk."
What do cows drink?

Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," don't attempt the next question. Your brain is over-stressed and may even overheat. Content yourself with reading a more appropriate literature such as Auto World. However, if you said "water", proceed to question 3.

3. If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks, what is a green house made from?

Answer: Greenhouses are made from glass. If you said "green bricks," why are you still reading these???
If you said "glass," go on to Question 4.

4. It's twenty years ago, and a plane is flying at 20,000 feet over Germany (If you will recall, Germany at the time was politically divided into West Germany and East Germany ) Anyway, during the flight, two engines fail. The pilot, realizing that the last remaining engine is also failing, decides on a crash landing procedure. Unfortunately the engine fails before he can do so and the plane fatally crashes smack in the middle of "no man's land" between East Germany and West Germany . Where would you bury the survivors? East Germany , West Germany , or no man's land"?

Answer: You don't bury survivors.
If you said ANYTHING else, you're a dunce and you must stop. If you said, "You don't bury survivors", proceed to the next question.

5. Without using a calculator - You are driving a bus from London to Milford Haven in Wales . In London , 17 people get on the bus. In Reading , six people get off the bus and nine people get on. In Swindon , two people get off and four get on. In Cardiff , 11 people get off and 16 people get on. In Swansea , three people get off and five people get on In Carmathen, six people get off and three get on. You then arrive at Milford Haven.
What was the name of the bus driver?

Answer: Oh, for crying out loud!
Don't you remember your own name? It was YOU!!

Now pass this along to all your friends
and pray they do better than you.
PS: 95% of people fail most of the questions!!

off day

2009-01-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

today went to cycle from ecp to changi beach.
Butt hurts.
then came back
on the way evan rode the bike then he was looking back.
the crashed into the lamp post.
lol
his wheel rim was spoilt.

then went back to eat.
mac.
waited for zat and ql.

then went to pp with them and clayton
looked at books.
they want to get to know my FEMALE cousin.
lol

haha
they want to get book discount. not date.
then went home with zat.
had a long talk back to tampines

then i was home!!!!

then i ask my grandma (in dialect)

me: ah ma are you hot?
she: no, i know you very hot. you are young thats why.
me:so are you hot?
she: no i am cool.

LOL

new blog

2009-01-09T22:54:00.001+08:00

the new blog is not mine but my class one and my blog is not that long anymore
muhahaha

after TJC concert

2008-12-15T21:50:00.003+08:00

this is after TJC concert.
went to eat then went play ground.
not advisable for kids to watch.

LOL!!!

early

2008-11-13T05:21:00.001+08:00

its so early that i have not slept!!!

reflection on my life!?

2008-11-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

let me be like zul in this post. he will be reproaching himself.
i find my life BAD.

studies: very bad. failed english (proud to fail) :)
family: quite okay. except when mum bitches around.
school: good school but its a no money school -.-!
band: good except when tired or people take away our parts.
love life: suck to the core. lets not think about it.( stop teasing me!!!)
friends:the best thing in my life( for now)

you see how much my life suck.
LOL

ps. i just "revived" my blog

MY BIRTHDAY~!~!

2008-10-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

oh its my birthday today
thanks for all the wishes
i know very little people will read this but nvm

haha
had some kinda fun day
got birthday cake from val and lx
had saxtion lunch (without jomin)
went to Gelare(half price)
so nice
haha
they gossiped about people i don't know
so sway.
haha
they teased me about you know who
saying that i should confess to her.
its like the whole word knows who i like
so sway
haha
after that went back to band
tired day
chun cheng and jieyi made the whole band know its my birthday.

thanks for all the present and birthday wished
p.s i was surprised when zat whised me happy birthday

new song!!!

2008-10-14T18:40:00.001+08:00

Track 07 - Quien Sera - Tokyo Kosei Winds Symphony
its so nice!!!

endless love

2008-09-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

i have heard this song on a saxophone duet.
so went to check.
the video.

L. Richie & K.Rowland - Endless Love
Uploaded by ineptique

My love,
Theres only you in my life
The only thing thats bright

My first love,
Youre every breath that I take
Youre every step I make

And i
(i-i-i-i-i)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
(ohhhhhh)
Ill hold you close in my arms
I cant resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
Ill be a fool
For you,
Im sure
You know I dont mind
Oh, you know I dont mind

cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
Ive found in you
My endless love

Oooh-woow
Boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, booom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
Ill be that fool
For you,
Im sure
You know I dont mind
Oh you know-
I dont mind

And, yes
Youll be the only one
cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And Ill give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

Romantic Sax- Endless love - Kenny G-
sax solo
Endless Love (saxophone duet) - Nobuya Sugawa
saxophone duet

temasek

2008-09-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

i don't know why but i started watching tms videos

i am sorry its in chinese

my badge last year
can see some faces look so funny
haha

co senior beatbox

saw jingjie in the video so i posted

joel lim's bbq

2008-09-21T00:40:00.006+08:00

this is joel lim's bbq

went there around 5.
never take photo
so play psp

then went down to bbq
then got that stupid munping

self invite

ha
so i shout: self invite
then she went away.
after a while then they went to cook the food
i and the rest went walking around
came back
they cook food
then joel ng went to eat
then he say not cook
so i shout : food not cook leh
i ask you to let me cook then don't want
then they diam diam
haha
after a while
i went to them they say : i want to cook leh
then the girl in purple reply : is this a question?
me: nope its a command.
then walk away
after a while they walk away from the bbq pit
we dominated it
i use the fan to blow

lixuan call
so we went to pick her and val up
went to pingpong room and took pictures:
so after that went to eat
pictures:
we went to walk round the pool.
got like a jacuzzi thinggy
i went in
get 2 levels
i was on the higher one like everyone
then i thought i could go to the lower one
but i fell in
and my whole pants wet
haha
so sway
then went to cut cake~~~then we went to sit down at one corner and talk
then val take my psp play ratolliue( don't now how to spell)
went to walk around
then jeremy follow us
so we 'ran'
and ended up in the carpark
we looked around
then i said: lets take pictures
it started out with portraits:

then became group photos which were lame!!

then later we left and went to the playground in the condo:

then went home

ps: the pool so tempting. 2/6 we comfirm going to swim. asked people already!!!

funny part 2

2008-09-18T22:42:00.009+08:00

from zul:

this is the one i seen

funny!!!

2008-09-18T22:42:00.006+08:00

videos again!!

must watch the back part. stupid!!!

new book

2008-09-13T13:38:00.003+08:00

i bought a new book yesterday(jieyi into want[thick skin want me put her name]):
this is the book.
there is another colour which is black.Quick-witted and cocksure, young upstart Capac Raimi arrives in the City determined to make his mark. As he learns the tricks of his new trade from his Uncle Theo – extortion, racketeering, threatening behaviour – he's soon well on his way to becoming a promising new gangster. Then he crosses paths with The Cardinal, and his life changes forever.The Cardinal is the City and the City is The Cardinal. They are joined at the soul. Nothing moves on the streets, or below them, without the Cardinal's knowledge. His rule is absolute.As Capac begins to discover more about the extent of the Cardinal's influence on his own life he is faced with hard choices. And as his ambition soars ever higher he will learn all there is to know about loss, and the true cost of ultimate power…

this is the second book which i want to buy and i am finding it

cool right? haha

this is a book that i bought months ago:

it is pronounced as un london. haha

Stumbling through a secret entrance, Zanna and Deeba emerge in the strange wonderland of UnLondon. Here all the lost and broken things of London end up, and some of its people, too – including Brokkenbroll, boss of the broken umbrellas and Hemi the half-ghost boy. UnLondon is a place where Routemaster buses have legs, where Librarians are ‘bookaneers’, intrepid adventurers dedicated to hunting down lost books, and postmen spend years tracking the mobile addresses of the ever changing Puzzleborough. But the girls have arrived at a dangerous time – UnLondon is under siege by the sinister Smog; it’s a city awaiting its hero.

this is another cover for the same book:

good books. haha.
saving money to buy books!!

scales test

2008-09-08T20:49:00.002+08:00

HAHA i am so surprised
gosh
LOL
its like i cannot play both major and minor scale.
saw zat face.
he keep laughing at me.
haha
then i also laugh.
forgot Bb minor scale
walk off then remember.
all flat expect F A C.
haha
so stupid.
i am also surprised that i got 11.
zat so kind
should have got like 7?
tone suck.
tempo anyhow play?
lol
haha
so Cool

A new waterbottle!

2008-09-05T23:43:00.001+08:00

i have a new adidas™ waterbottle.
it is like a old shape but with a new colour!
it dark gold(think so)
haha
lol

talents

2008-09-03T20:46:00.001+08:00

i just think that these people have amazing talents!!!

i am just a big fan of youtube™.
haha
to all who are emo, sad or bad mood just cheer up!!!
think of me

are you still growing?

2008-08-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

i went around asking people if they were growing.

i don't know.
jomin did not understand the question.
xinrui say she is groing mentally and want to grow physically.
teri said no.
syl said she was groing sideways.

me(pink) clayton(blue)
i went to ask clayton.
me: are you growing?
clayton: huh?
me:are you growing?mentally or/and physically.
clayton:both...more importantly mentally Jameus, mental growth is more important than physical growth
me: lol
clayton: we got to make sure we are mentally growing..we need to improve ourself daily...everyday is a new day. every new day is a good opportunity to learn new things. whenever your friends say something about what you done last time...you must be able to say this "HaHa, that was my old childish self, i've grown now and i know better now". Remember this "Nothing Changes,but everything keep Changing"have a set of moral values that you feel you want to lead your life by and use it by a guideline
me: oh life moral.
clayton: yes. maybe for example.i go by Integrity and being true to myself. being true to myself that means i will not lie to myself when it comes to making decisions...i will only do what i know it's better for me and the people around me but sometimes certain decision is for the better of a group of others but i may end up being hated...i'll be true to myself and make the right choice. which is the one better for the group of ppl around me for example. scolding the SLs for not being able to ensure that the task of tidiness is carried out.they need to excersise their authority in that way to show their section that they can lead and get things done.They may not like it but it's their job to do so...it's a responsibility given to them...entrusted to them
me: oh
clayton: it's abit hard to explain...haha, i dont do things for the better sake of me -.-what's the point...i make my life easier as Drum Major but the band suffers in various ways...i rather be hated and things get done ^^not for the sake of getting it done but for the sake of learning from it another thing when learning from everyday life...it's not about getting the job done.it's about the process and every little detail you do now , it's the process to your result in SYF.all the way done from Self-practice

LOL!!! its like life moral!!!

yeesee!!!

2008-08-17T23:17:00.002+08:00

this is a conversation between me and yeesee.
she is supper naggy.
LOL. enjoy reading and laugh.
HAHA(i am so bad)
To Saxtion,
read your part. this is a message from yeesee.
red is me and green is yeesee.

Jameus is growing up says:
yeesee
Jameus is growing up says:
we are playing your beautiful
Jameus is growing up says:
for CIP
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:CIP?
Jameus is growing up says:
yup
Jameus is growing up says:
after concert
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i think nat told me smthin abt it
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
can't rmb
Jameus is growing up says:
LOL
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
is it the home near our sch tht one?
Jameus is growing up says:
nope
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i knw yijun playin solo right?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
for you're beautiful
Jameus is growing up says:
we going to children cancer society
Jameus is growing up says:
at the west
Jameus is growing up says:
ya she playing solo
Jameus is growing up says:
but she don't want
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
Aiyo, i alr told nat to tell y'all
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i knw she'll sure feel tht way
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
did nat told y'all tht i ask all of y'all to practice hard
Jameus is growing up says:
nope
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
and ask yijun nt to be scared?
Jameus is growing up says:
nope
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
GO PUNCH NAT!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
somemore i rmbered clearly tht dy was a BAND DAY
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i saw him in the morning
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
it's a friday!!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i rmbered
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i was studyin chem on the bus.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
he ask me whether i hv test.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i said no, jsut revising only
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
then we started tlaking abt band
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you go scold yr best friend for me!!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
wah, okay, nw i tell you
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
ask yijun don't scared.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tell her so many times in band
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i knw she surely will feel this way one
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
but tell her must dare to play
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you nvr knw until you try
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
she alwys don't dare, tht's why her improvement alwys slow
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
acutally she is can one, is she give up to easily
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
hven't try then say no
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
cannot wht. right?
Jameus is growing up says:
yup
Jameus is growing up says:
lol
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you better tell her!~
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if nt i box you also!!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you better play properly ah!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
must rmb wht i alwys tell you last time
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
yes, tell the others to practise hard also, then can enjoy fruits of all of yr labour.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
correct?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
this nat ah, nvr spread my mshg
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
*msg
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
then nw, the msg overdued alr lo!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
go and scold nat tmr hor!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
haha
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
say i give you permission!
Jameus is growing up says:
lol
Jameus is growing up says:
haha
Jameus is growing up says:
you very naggy leh
Jameus is growing up says:
LOL
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if i don't nag, y'all will improve?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
no wht
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
haha
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
every senior has a diff way to teach
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i must nag, then y'all will listen
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if yr mum don't nag, will you ever change? no right?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if you don't continue to read god's word, will you grow spritually
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
also no wht
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
smthin like god's word also can be like "nagging"
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
it's just whether you wna listen or nt.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so must teach y'all this way ma!
Jameus is growing up says:
okok
Jameus is growing up says:
you win
Jameus is growing up says:
HAHA
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
see, my point is proven, thank you :D
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so is evrythin okay in the SAXTION?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
as much as i hate to be involved w. y'all i'm still worried.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
cause i alwys afraid if i ask, sure got probs w. sec1s or smthin
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
then i will regret asking, cause i got no time to help y'all at this pt of time
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
but still vry worried.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
vry long nvr ask y'all
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
as in nt literally "hatE"
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
but yea.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i think you get wht i mean.
Jameus is growing up says:
yup
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
yah, so everythin alright ah?
Jameus is growing up says:
sort
Jameus is growing up says:
ok
Jameus is growing up says:
daniel sprain his knee
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
hw can pple sprain knee?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
haha
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
got this kind of thing ah?
i first time hear leh!!
Jameus is growing up says:
he slip and fell

A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:

-.-
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tsk, still as playfu,
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
*playful
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so are the sec1s improving
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
cannot let 'em slack ah
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
must cultivate 'em frm sec1.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
make 'em learn the hard way
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
then when they grow up, they won't be so defiant
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
they will be used to it.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if nt you let them slack, nxt time sec2 sec3 they take advantage.
Jameus is growing up says:
oh
Jameus is growing up says:
i tell daniel to come down on either wed or thurs he say cannot make it
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
hw come??
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you got ask him why
Jameus is growing up says:
got tution
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
oh, sure ah?
Jameus is growing up says:
don't know if he is bluffing me
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
haiyo. tht's why you cannot so easy believe.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you nvr knw wht they thinking
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so nxt time ask carefully
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if they still insist.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you must ask him.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
see whether he bluff nt
Jameus is growing up says:
ok
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
yea, but smhw i feel tht you're growing up jameus
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
rly, serious, though i cant rly see it
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
but yea
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
and i knw syl and justin also
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
justin okaY?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tht dong! last time my last words to him before i step dwn was, nxt time got prob MUST tell me.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nvr tell me....-.- until zat told me then i ask him then he say
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
hoho
Jameus is growing up says:
lol
Jameus is growing up says:
youvery bad sia
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
wht vry bad?
Jameus is growing up says:
call him dong
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
dong dong lo he!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
haha
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i knw he's character
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
sure like got tht, nth happen kind of face
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
.but actually got prob.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
hai.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tht's why, make me worry when tht time zat called me
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
but nw shld be better alr.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
cause i knw starting justin might nt be used to the job.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nw okay right?
Jameus is growing up says:
yup
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
VERY GOOD!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
SO PROUD OF MY SAXTION! :D:D
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
then jomin hw?
Jameus is growing up says:
like??
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
got any probs?
Jameus is growing up says:
don't think so
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
her embourchure got improve?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
and tone?
Jameus is growing up says:
xshould be
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
wht shld be!!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
jameus you shld knw wht's the correct one ah!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
don't tell me i nag you since you sec1 you still can't differentiate!!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
Haha
Jameus is growing up says:
lol
Jameus is growing up says:
that time zat telled us to play together then he say we got something called oneness
Jameus is growing up says:
*told
Jameus is growing up says:
ya
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
oneness?
Jameus is growing up says:
so i think she improve while i never
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
don't get?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
hw you knw you nvr improve?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you can't tell it yrself, you may nt knw it, but you actually are improving.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so cannot say tht hor jameus
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i knw every single one of you sure got improve.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
just worried abt y'all
Jameus is growing up says:
oh
Jameus is growing up says:
lol
Jameus is growing up says:
you no prelims tomorrow?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nope, tmr is elect lit
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nt my paper
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
.anyway, i'm studyin nw
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
reading my notes
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
yeap
Jameus is growing up says:
ok
Jameus is growing up says:
sorry to disturb you
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
ah, no worries.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i also wna find out more abt hw the SAXTION is doing
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nt too worried abt syl though
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
she alwys vry strong on her own, independent
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so i knw she'll thrive.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
headstrong gir.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
.*girl
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
correct?
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
she still the same as ever right?>
Jameus is growing up says:
yup
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
vry good.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
i'm contented.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
thank you for enlightening me tdy!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you better go rest early
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tmr got sch hor.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
don't be too used to slping late.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
when you come to sec4.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
you realised it's a bad habit
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
then ltr alwys slp late, hard to cope in class, so tired.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
don't say sec4.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
sec2 alr will feel restless.
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
so you rest early!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
don't disturb you alr!!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
G'nite
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
rmbered to pass my msg to SAXTION ah!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
if nt i BOX YOU!
Jameus is growing up says:
still early
Jameus is growing up says:
ok i will pass the message
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
still early!
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tsk, though i understand why
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
but yea
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nt gd for health also
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tues got band somemore hor
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
okay, you go do yr stuff, i go do my
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
nxt time talk
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
*mine
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
G;nite1
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
tkcare ah
Jameus is growing up says:
ok
Jameus is growing up says:
good night and take care
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
:D:D:D:D:D
A Caucasian, A Japanese, A Korean kid altogether (: says:
rmb ah!!!
Jameus is growing up says:
OK

Grease

2008-08-17T09:17:00.002+08:00

just watched grease last night.
the show is very old fashion but nice.
my dad watched it before. haha.
John Travolta keep combing his hair.
Sandy(Olivia Newton-John) became havoc at the last part.
i think she look better at the starting
their fashion was long skirt, high socks, socks over pants, the hairstyle
and the best thing is that they wear converse shoe!!!
go find the show it is quite nice.
i rate it 4/5!!!!

its video time again!!!

2008-08-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

this time noelyn(best sis< only got one sister) told me to watch.
haha.

scales

2008-08-16T02:16:00.002+08:00

just finish my scales!!!
for the scale test!!
must thank Zat for teaching me!

scales

2008-08-13T23:18:00.001+08:00

Saxophone Chromatic Scales:
F#, Ab majors; G, G# minors (a twelfth)
Bb, B, Db, E, F majors; Bb, B, C#, F minors (two octaves)
Chromatic Scales: starting on Bb (three octaves) and E, F and A (two octaves)
help me!!!!

good moral

2008-08-08T17:12:00.002+08:00

Courtesy:
IT IS HUMAN TO BE COURTEOUS
THAT MEANS IT IS ANIMALISTIC
TO BE RUDE.

Envy:
ENVY IS THE ACID
THAT MELTS GOODNESS
AND TURN IT INTO "BADNESS".

Friends:
HAVE FRIENDS
TRUEFRIENDS
AND FIRE
EACH OTHER
TO BE BETTER AND BETTER
HAPPIER AND HAPPIER
TREASURING THE LIMITED TIME
ON EARTH.

Laughter:
SMILING IS PREAMBLE TO LAUGHTER
LAUGHTER IS PREAMBLE TO HAPPINESS.

Music:
ENJOY MUSIC
LET IT BE WARM TO YOUR HEART
LET IT BE WHOLESOME AND SWEET
LET IT BRING HAPPINESS
AND GOO REMEMBRANCE
LET IT UNITE THE WORLD
IN TRUE AND PAINLESS PEACE.

Punctuality:
NEVER BE LATE FOR ANY APPOINTMENT
OR YOU WILL BE LATE FOR SUCCESS
AND EARLY TO THE GRAVE
JOINING THE GROUP OF OUTCASTS
WHO DO NOT VALUE COURTESY OR PROROCOL.

Read:
SOME PEOPLE WANT TO READ BUT CANNOT
SOME PEOPLE CAN READ BUT DO NOT HAVE BOOKS
SOME PEOPLE HAVE BOOKS BUT DO NOT WANT TO READ
YOU CAN READ AND HAVE THE BOOKS
AND SO
YOU SHOULD ENJOY READING WHILE YOU CAN.

Respect:
RESPECT IS THE MAGIC
CONVERTING VINEGAR TO HONEY
ENEMIED
TO LOVING FRIENDSHIP
GENERATING
THE POWER TO ENJOY
MAKING OTHERS HAPPY AND DELIGHTED
GIVING MEANING TO LIVING.

Slackness:ONLY VIOLENT PEOPLE DESTORY
THE WOUNDERFUL PECACE COVERING US
WHICH AWAYS ENTENDS THE SWEET BLESSING OF
HEALTH AND JOY
PROVIDING BETTER APPETITE
MAKING THE FACE TO SHINE WITH A NATURAL SMILE
AND SO
WE MUST NOT BE VIOLENT BUT BE PEACEFUL
BY OVERCOMING SLACKNESS
DOING EVERYTHING WITH FINESSE AND FUN
AND ADDING THE EXTRA ELEMENT OF HARD WORK
BY DOING EVERYTHING WELL WITH EXCELLENCE.

Sorry
WHY WE FIGHT AND SHOUT
WHY CRY AND POUT
WHY SIGH AND SUFFER
WHEN YOU CAN BE HAPPY
BY FORGIVING YOURSELF AND OTHERS?

Thank You/Please
GRACEFUL WORDS AND JEWELS
WHICH DISPLAY THE GANDEUR
AND MAJESTY
OF THE SPEAKER
AND WILL SHARPLY GLITTER WITH
THE LIGHTS OF SWEETNESS.

Troubles:
THE HIGH CALLING OF LIFE
IN CONQUERING TROUBLE
WITH HUMILITY AND PEACE
AND GOODNESS.

TROUBE COME, THEY ALSO GO.
All this are gotten from:
A LEGACY TO MY SONS BY JIMMY YEO.

very good life moral!!!

my life

2008-07-30T21:59:00.001+08:00

today,nothing special happen in my life.
HAHA!!

watch it!!!
i just realized that i am a big fan of youtube. haha

lip sync

2008-07-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

got nothing to post so just watch all the videos.
its called lip sync.
very funny.

china man doing this!!!
english so good.
this is a funny one.

A funny one!!

singapore international band fest.

2008-07-27T10:19:00.002+08:00

last night went for concert cum competition.
very good bands.
the saxophone solo for symphonic overture is darm good.
syl cried.
maris stella band( alumni) won.
their songs quite nice.
some people say the conductor's movement is not for children.
( i never take notice, was focusing on the songs)
i must do more long tones!!!
must also learn vibrato!!!
its darm nice.
OMG!!!